Hurmmm... suddenly i'm thinking about shopping.... rase mcm dah lama giler tak shopping (padahal last month dh beli kasut baru)... but when i'm looked at people's wishlist, make me feel like do some shopping.. hehehe.. boleh ke mcm tu?... then bila kira-kira balik bills yg perlu dibayar, automatic perasaan nak shopping tu hilang...
Ramadhan is just around the corner... dan dgn serta merta fikiran ini terus berfikir tentang juadah berbuka puasa.... hahah... puasa pon belum, tp juadah berbuka puasa dah fikir... i remember that every ramadhan, i will looked out for popia basah pak yah... perghhh... memang best la... besar dan puas hati... but yg sedikit tak puas hati tu, every year the price will be increase... taktau la kenapa.... from RM0.50 per piece and until last year, the price is RM 0.80 sen per piece if i'm not mistaken... kayo pakcik tu.... but for this year taktau la berapa plak the price will be... kita tunggu je la....
then i was thinking that this ramadhan will be different.
- I'm married now... will celebrate ramadhan with my husband this year.
- My mom had passed away last two month. ;( our ramadhan will be extremely diff. since she's not around. masih ingat lagi bulan puasa lepas... even though dia sakit, my mom still menunaikan ibadah puasa... at first we all sibling agak tak setuju dgn keputusan dia tu... ye lah, she have to take the insuline everyday... but, kami redha je dgn keputusan dia... aku agak kagum dgn my mum... dia berjaya lakukannya... dalam sebulan tu, ada lah dekat 25 hari dia puasa... hebat kan utk seorg yg telantar sakit yg hanya bergerak dgn bantuan org lain, tp masih mampu melakukan ibadah puasa... semoga amalannya diberkati... so this year; as usually i will be the chef... ;) since dah ada suami, kena la try menu bebuka berbeza-beza...
untuk tahun ini, aku plan nak berbuka puasa kat umh my parent... balik kerja trus g sana... ada pasar ramadhan lagi... hehehe... coz sedih plak fikir my dad n my sis kat umh tu... bkn ape, biar meriah skit umh tu since that my mum dh takde ni... lgpon, ada gak org nak tlg2 aku masak nanti... kalau kat umh sendiri, aku sorg je la jwbnya... takkan nak ajak my husband pula tlg kat dapur... hahaha...
now masuk bab raya pulak... dulu aku ada gak terfikir perkara ini.... bila dah kahwin, nak raya umh mane dulu... hahahah... mesti semua yg baru kahwin akan fikir bende yg sama... for me, i'm really hope that first raya will be at my parent's house... plan lepas smyg raya, terus ke kubur my mum... hmmm...jauh betul aku fikir... then baru nak ke umh mertua ku... but now, raya ke 3 ni, my cousin bertunang... dan kebetulan abg ipar ku juga bertunang... when my mother in law bgtau yg my brother in law nak engage, terus aku dh down.. yelah, plan dah bgtau my husband nak pegi penang coz my cousin bertunang then suddenly ada plan lain plak... hmmm.... so i've discuss with my husband, and he agreed that we go to penang on the 3rd raya.... hahahha... tp itu keputusan masa tu.... taktau la kot dah dekat raya nanti bertukar plak ke... berdoa je la...
ok la, rasa mcm dah byk plak aku membebel... i guess i should stop here.... byee...
p/s: i miss my mom and my gf's... ;(
last but not least..... al-fatihah to my mom... semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.... amin....
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